24, That's the number of years wasted doing practically nothing. Well, not really, maybe, I made a lot of people laugh. I love making people smile. I am not a funny person, but hate seeing people sad. I like a lot of people in my life but most of the time they don't reciprocate the way I want, that's how everything in life is. But then I don't like seeing people low, specially people I like. I want people to be happy. One thing that makes me happy is music. No matter what, I am happy when I listen to music (most of the times).
So this is a fresh start to my blog. I used to blog a lot but stopped for quite sometime. Makes me wonder at times if blogging was the reason I actually managed to get through worst times in my life. That's the reason I call my post "sunny side up". I am still an amateur blogger. I like writing out my thoughts. I like reading stuff. If you have something interesting I am up for it. I also love taking pictures. Should buy an slr camera pretty soon. I also love tea. (hate washing the vessel after making it :P )
Had a very strange feeling when I got up today morning. A feeling of failure. A feeling of defeat. A feeling of loosing a war. But soon realized, the war I am fighting against is my life. It is never going to end. I can always get up and get myself together and continue fighting this war that has started. I realized today that it is some kind of spark that has started in me. Something that I want to do. Something to transform myself into. Not just physically but also mentally, hence, decided to blog more often. I don't have my own laptop and I hate blogging by any other means. So time to get a new laptop pretty soon (and also an dslr) ;)
As for my life and the current way I 've been living. I am doing good. Have to go to work tomorrow, need some dough for living in USA. Parents are not meant just for sending across money and making you happy all the time. There's also something called working hard and living on your earnings. I've not been very successful but I try my best to not ask my parents for money, not that they cannot send but cos I DONT want them to. I miss my parents and my brother the most in my life. I couldn't have asked for a better life and better family. No one can ever get the life I live. It's mine and I am happy. I am content. I have an exam coming up in April. It is a comprehensive exam of all the subjects I've learnt in my masters combined together. It is going to be hard to get through but I have to. I really have to do it. Should stop chatting, flirting around, fooling around, wasting time and start studying. I will from today. For the moment my short term goal is to get through with my exams and my graduation. My long term goal is to definitely get a camera. Sounds stupid. but yes that is what I am thinking about for the time being.
Also keep smiling always. Spread brightness through your smile. Make everyone happy. Don't fight for trivial matters. YOLO (You live only once) make your presence felt in a positive way. :)
Here's a link to the pictures I ve taken so far. Still an amateur even in this ;)
So this is a fresh start to my blog. I used to blog a lot but stopped for quite sometime. Makes me wonder at times if blogging was the reason I actually managed to get through worst times in my life. That's the reason I call my post "sunny side up". I am still an amateur blogger. I like writing out my thoughts. I like reading stuff. If you have something interesting I am up for it. I also love taking pictures. Should buy an slr camera pretty soon. I also love tea. (hate washing the vessel after making it :P )
Had a very strange feeling when I got up today morning. A feeling of failure. A feeling of defeat. A feeling of loosing a war. But soon realized, the war I am fighting against is my life. It is never going to end. I can always get up and get myself together and continue fighting this war that has started. I realized today that it is some kind of spark that has started in me. Something that I want to do. Something to transform myself into. Not just physically but also mentally, hence, decided to blog more often. I don't have my own laptop and I hate blogging by any other means. So time to get a new laptop pretty soon (and also an dslr) ;)
As for my life and the current way I 've been living. I am doing good. Have to go to work tomorrow, need some dough for living in USA. Parents are not meant just for sending across money and making you happy all the time. There's also something called working hard and living on your earnings. I've not been very successful but I try my best to not ask my parents for money, not that they cannot send but cos I DONT want them to. I miss my parents and my brother the most in my life. I couldn't have asked for a better life and better family. No one can ever get the life I live. It's mine and I am happy. I am content. I have an exam coming up in April. It is a comprehensive exam of all the subjects I've learnt in my masters combined together. It is going to be hard to get through but I have to. I really have to do it. Should stop chatting, flirting around, fooling around, wasting time and start studying. I will from today. For the moment my short term goal is to get through with my exams and my graduation. My long term goal is to definitely get a camera. Sounds stupid. but yes that is what I am thinking about for the time being.
Also keep smiling always. Spread brightness through your smile. Make everyone happy. Don't fight for trivial matters. YOLO (You live only once) make your presence felt in a positive way. :)
Here's a link to the pictures I ve taken so far. Still an amateur even in this ;)
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