We are strong and bold on the outside,
Pretend like everything will be alright.
But not many agree to the fact that we are scared.
Scared of life.
Scared about ourselves.
Scared about people in our lives.
Scared about what will happen to us tomorrow.
Scared about we have to do the day after.
But the fact that most people I know have absolutely no clue,
About what they are doing with their lives or even what is their existence.
I am one of them.
I am scared.
I am scared of the most petite things you can ever think of.
But if I do something I don't like or which might make me reget,
I do not fear about what is done.
Cos I know for a fact that whatever happened in my life till today.
Whomever I met in my life till today.
Was(things I did) and were (People I came across) amazing.
I know for a fact that I love people.
No matter how much I complain.
At the end of it all, I love the person even if he/she hates me.
But the fear about my future. About what I am to do with it.
Haunts me.
Not the haunt which gives you nightmares.
But makes me wonder over and over about what is my life for.
I am a good person. I know for a fact I am.
I might be bad to someone but as I always say good and bad are just two relative terms.
I wish I had an idea. The power to make descions. To no be lazy.
To talk to real people and not just stare at my phone like it the end of my life.
We all know for a fact that we love things and people we don't have.
I just love...... Every possible creation.
I ve learnt to love, but not to show it to people.
I ve learnt to live, but for someone else.
I ve learnt to be happy, but with a lot of complaints.
I ve learnt to be perfect, with a lot of flaws.
Eventually, this is me.
This is my time.
Make an impact at least on one person before I am no more in this world.
For all that I know this is all I can think of.
Money, things and people are temporary.
Memories, moments and change is permanent.
In the words of my close friend, " take your time and make descions, just make sure you don't take 'forever' "
As always you only live once (YOLO) make sure you LIVE it.
Pretend like everything will be alright.
But not many agree to the fact that we are scared.
Scared of life.
Scared about ourselves.
Scared about people in our lives.
Scared about what will happen to us tomorrow.
Scared about we have to do the day after.
But the fact that most people I know have absolutely no clue,
About what they are doing with their lives or even what is their existence.
I am one of them.
I am scared.
I am scared of the most petite things you can ever think of.
But if I do something I don't like or which might make me reget,
I do not fear about what is done.
Cos I know for a fact that whatever happened in my life till today.
Whomever I met in my life till today.
Was(things I did) and were (People I came across) amazing.
I know for a fact that I love people.
No matter how much I complain.
At the end of it all, I love the person even if he/she hates me.
But the fear about my future. About what I am to do with it.
Haunts me.
Not the haunt which gives you nightmares.
But makes me wonder over and over about what is my life for.
I am a good person. I know for a fact I am.
I might be bad to someone but as I always say good and bad are just two relative terms.
I wish I had an idea. The power to make descions. To no be lazy.
To talk to real people and not just stare at my phone like it the end of my life.
We all know for a fact that we love things and people we don't have.
I just love...... Every possible creation.
I ve learnt to love, but not to show it to people.
I ve learnt to live, but for someone else.
I ve learnt to be happy, but with a lot of complaints.
I ve learnt to be perfect, with a lot of flaws.
Eventually, this is me.
This is my time.
Make an impact at least on one person before I am no more in this world.
For all that I know this is all I can think of.
Money, things and people are temporary.
Memories, moments and change is permanent.
In the words of my close friend, " take your time and make descions, just make sure you don't take 'forever' "
As always you only live once (YOLO) make sure you LIVE it.
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