Emotions ? Attachments ? Grief ? Departing from loved ones ? I have some how overcome most of these all thanks to a dear friend of mine whom I hate the most right now, my ex. May be it is for the good but I know I miss my parents the most. This person made me realize nothing is more important in your life than your parents at least that's how it is for me. At the moment. I have become emotionally detached from most things. Love, friends, family. But that doesn't mean I am not happy. I do get happy often :) I get happy for silly things, for things that seem trivial and remain un noticed.
On a different note. I went for a wedding reception yesterday. The bride and the groom fell in love and decided to get married. They were not the perfect couple, that was the first thought in my head when I saw them, but then I realized there is no perfect couple. We find each other. EVENTUALLY. We make ourselves adapt to each other. The easier the adaptation, the stronger the love. I like someone, I get over obsessed about that person and then I stop liking him so that I don't get into a relationship or fall in love with him. Way too much for me to handle.
I am in love with Lana Del Ray and Ellie Goulding their music relieves me from most of my tensions not that I have many *touchwood*, but anyway. I also like checking out videos of iisuperwomanii on youtube. She's strangely funny :) *I just thought about her and I am smiling already* You must watch her videos. I tried showing them to my room mates and they didnt understand any of it :-| Hate it when people dont understand what I am trying to tell or show them.
This feels like a book except that each paragraph is a different chapter, with no connection between any of the them :P I am done for now. I want to start trying to write poems like I used to earlier but this time not about a person. No way. People annoy me. I find most people annoying. Cant help it. I've become cynical. That's the whole reason why I started blogging after a long time. Something I call self indulgence :) Like my new lush scrub. "OCEAN SALT" omg I am in love with it. I take bath just so that I can smell that scrub. I am totally gonna buy a new one once I finish it. It smells like margarita. :D Its pretty late right now I should head to bed.
Till my next post.
Cheers
I am in love with Lana Del Ray and Ellie Goulding their music relieves me from most of my tensions not that I have many *touchwood*, but anyway. I also like checking out videos of iisuperwomanii on youtube. She's strangely funny :) *I just thought about her and I am smiling already* You must watch her videos. I tried showing them to my room mates and they didnt understand any of it :-| Hate it when people dont understand what I am trying to tell or show them.
This feels like a book except that each paragraph is a different chapter, with no connection between any of the them :P I am done for now. I want to start trying to write poems like I used to earlier but this time not about a person. No way. People annoy me. I find most people annoying. Cant help it. I've become cynical. That's the whole reason why I started blogging after a long time. Something I call self indulgence :) Like my new lush scrub. "OCEAN SALT" omg I am in love with it. I take bath just so that I can smell that scrub. I am totally gonna buy a new one once I finish it. It smells like margarita. :D Its pretty late right now I should head to bed.
Till my next post.
Cheers
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