2 'o Clock...!

Damn... I am soooo sleepy right now... Been studying from quite some time... Exams... Just waiting for them to get over... Me and a couple of my friends were just discussing about a friend of ours who is indescribably...:P

All of us are so involved about talking about her that we[ishu(my roomie) ,dannu(the most caring person), sindu(out partner in crime, no matter what) and me] have planned to write a small piece of article or rather write some amazing stuff about this girl... Lol..Never done anything like this before, hope v write and I get to blog about it along with the credits ,of course :P...

Its 2'o clock right now... And still have one chapter left to study out of eight... Have to revise the entire portion today... Damn I sound like a nerd...`
My first Exam at 2pm on 25th august... A bit tensed... But hoping for the best...
I was thinking I will give up TWITTER till my exams get over but it seems to be really really really impossible for me... But still trying... Its not that I don't like tweeting, I do, but I almost got addicted to it, and its driving me crazy even if i don check my tweets.... Will try my best to give up till exams get over...
Too much chemistry running in my head and its all very very confusing...:(

I just want these exams to get over fast and well...

Till my next post...
Cheers!!!

P.S-GOD PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME WRITE MY EXAMS WELL...

DaMN...! I aM twiDIcTtEd

I am addicted to my phone ...:( VERY BADLY....THANKS TO TWITTER!!!... I live in this tiny fantasy virtual world called twitter, my tworld on the net...
Although twitter does help me gather information and mostly interact with people of different diversities, I get to be the way I am :)... Love most of the people on twitter... but because my friends in real life are not on twitter they all don't really appreciate me talking about twitter...May be it is not really healthy...
At one point of time, I got so addicted to it that I had to be on twitter EVERYDAY and I dint really know why I became like that.
The gprs connection in my hostel went off so had to go about a kilometer away from college to just be on twitter.

End of third year

I m done with 3rd year of my college not officially though , still got to write my exams. Third year was supposedly the best year for me till now in collage(cant believe I m actually beginning to call this place MY COLLEGE!!! rather proud to say it as well)

I have my finals exams on 25th of this month, I am a bit confident about the exams but as usual people expect a lot. I would be happy if I was at least scared of my exams, I would be studying , the trouble right now is i am tensed but not scared there by not studying as much as I am supposed to be studying.

All guys out of my life for the moment, at least the ones I consider dearest to me.
Vivek came home yesterday to see me with his friend kashyap all of us had a good time.I even stopped liking vivek, not that i hate him but no special attraction.He's just a friend.

I guess this year was a year for my realization, for all the crazy stuff that I do and for all the shit that I was in all this time.
I am sooooo tensed about my exams and this whole surgery is making me feel so dizzy that I cant even study.I don't expect a lot as usual just hoping to get around 70% but because I havn't read anything and wasted all my preparation holidays its not right to even expect 70% so anything beyond 65% is fine with me.
Damn I am beginning to get goose bumps just by thinking about all this exams.

GOD PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE JUST HELP ME FINISH STUDYING AS MUCH AS I CAN FOR THESE PREPARATION EXAMS AND DO MY EXAMS WELL.

And as for me, will be going back to collage by this week end.
FINGERS CROSSED!!!
JUST HOPING FOR THE BEST!!!...


CHEERRRSSSS!!!!....

Hate the Love and Love the hate...

Lol.I am not asking you to do it. I am telling you the situation I am in. Its really funny but I seem to LIKE the person whom I HATE the most.
I ve always liked him as a really good friend. I 've known him for 3 years now. Hanged out, watched movies had lunches (lol is that a word?) together, had dinners together, even had breakfasts together(The only person that I had breakfast with till now). Always loved his company and so did he. Things were fine until one day when he proposed a friend of mine and i completely hated is decision, wouldn't have minded even if he proposed anyone else but he proposed MY FRIEND whom I introduced.
Anyway he eventually realised he dint like her or was not even attracted to her. But because of her he changed a little.
Things between us changed he started liking me and i started liking him. But every single friend of mine hate him because he borrows money from me.
I got committed to a guy for the first time not him but another friend. My bf also hated my 1st guy. Things were fine for more than a month but then the 1st guy called me up and asked me why I was avoiding me.I then realised it was not my bf that i was loving but the other guy with whom I was in love.
Due to several consequences I broke up with my bf (I know what I did was wrong but I dint like the way I was)
At the same time with the 1st guy things were normal but out of the blue something happened which I dint like. And he still dint stop asking me money, my friends still hate him.
I met him a couple of weeks back, all was fine since both of us like each other we dint mind anything.
But I hated it when he asked me money on that day also.
Now I don't know if he likes me because he likes me or if he likes me just because i lend him money (almost every time we meet up)
Is it right to still like the person?
- all my friends hate him

- He always gets angry, never tries to understand.

- He borrows money from me EVERY SINGLE TIME we met

- somethings cannot be said

But I still like him and at the same time.

AAAHHHHHH!!!!!!! Am I doing the right thing ,I don't know !!!

Just have to wait as time goes by.......


Cheers!!!....

Operation successful... but patient still suffering....

MY FIRST EVER SURGERY

Was excited, nervous, happy, yelling with pain and what not, all emotions at the same time.


My friends shaheen and naga had come to the hospital for "moral support" :P. the situation in the hospital seemed more like we where there to hang out and spend some time together. But it was fun seeing naga and shaheen with me and naga making fun of shaheen . Of course naga was trying to be his usual self (" ",).

They put the saline into my right hand and i over reacted a little (obviously for it was my first time :D told u i had mixed emotions.

Was AWESOME to be under anaesthesia bbut after i came out of it.. IT WAS HELL AND IT STILL IS..:( hope it reduces soon because I still have to study for my exams ,wonder when I will finish studying...
*fingers crossed*

rest fine.
CHEERSSS!!! til the next post...;)

Rakshabandan...

Tomorrow is supposedly , rakshabandan. As a kid I loved going to different shops and selecting the best rakhi available, for my brother. As time went by, my brother wasn't really interested in the day, he would get up late and let me tie rakhi just for my satisfaction. Ever since even I started loosing interest.
Now I feel that I don't need a particular day to tell my brother how much I love him or how much he means to me in my life.


I never really bothered to know why the sisters tie rakhis to the brothers.
Today while eating in the mess with my friends - everyone was talkin about how the celebrate if they where at home and then one of my friend asked why is the whole festival celebrated, no one knew why. Another friend said it was a sort of treaty or somethin between hindus n muslims(lmao)(i couldn't stop laughing). Then I started wondering seriously and searched on the net.


The story goes lik this-:
There was a fierce battle among the demons(the rakshasas) and the deities(the gods), the head of the deities was lord Indra and the demons were close to winning the battle. Seeing all this happen, Indrani(who was Indra's sister) prayed and utilised all her powers to create a talisman which she tied on Lord Indra's hand. The day she tied the talisman was on the new moon day (amavasya) of the month called sravana(one of the months , accordin to hindu mythology). It was believed that due to the talisman , Lord Indra won the battle against the demons.

Hence, since then the amavasya(new moon day) on sravana maasa (month) is regarded as a day where the sister wishes for the well being of her brother.
There r several more stories but i liked this more so wrote it.But al the stories are believed to happen on the same day i.e sravana amavasya.

Damn, I can't believe I am begining to get all superstitious...;););)



CHEERS!!!...(till my next post)