Realizations

You learn something new everyday.

You realize your past decisions

That minute you made a decision, 

probably felt wrong;

But it is not.

Wrong decisions doesn't mean failure;

They are experiences,

To take the right decisions that will lead you to success.

Signs

Irony; how I was almost going to get this mug from my brother the very same day I wrote a story from my childhood about adulthood.

*Refer to Adulthood in Childhood !  before proceeding further*


Cont.


Ever since that incident I did not want to grow older. I wished I stayed young even though I was not allowed to do adult things. I had a best friend, who had an elder sister and she was obsessed with growing old and going to college. She could see how much fun her sister was having and couldn't wait to grow old. I would tell her being a kid is much more fun and how she will know about it later on. I was still only in 6th grade :P #SoMuchGyaan :D




Fast forward to post school were we moved to different schools but still enjoyed hanging out and meeting for coffee and doing all the so-called grown up things :P. I remember she called me at 10pm just to tell me how right I was in school about growing up. I told her things will not get any better, it will only get worse.




Forward to different colleges in different cities, she was still my friend but we wouldn't talk as much.



E : Dudeeeee, you were sooo true. College sucks. Why cant we just be kids and have fun like we used to in school.




P : I told you, wait till you start earning, get married and have kids. You grow older not to have fun but rather to get stronger about situations you never knew you will end up facing.  As a kid you don't face situations. At least our families didn't give us a tough time. We should be grateful to that.




E : Damn dude ! how do you know all this ?




P : *Repeats story from my 4th grade :P*




E : That's so trueeee. I miss you man.




P : I miss you too dude. :)

Adulthood ? No, Thank you.

End of Science Class


Teacher : Make sure you come up with a topic for your science project at the end of this month. All ideas are welcome and make sure you try to come up with something innovative and new.


Me to Myself : Innovative ? New ? I am just in class 4, Why does she think ? I just manage to pass in every subject and that's a huge deal for me. How does my brother do his projects every year though ? Why cant I come up with some idea ? *Overlapped with random nonsense in my head* **Yaay Time to go home**


Back At home :


Cousins came over and were discussing with my mom about one of their love affairs or their job situation, I don't remember. I kept running around and jumping and pulling my brother's hair. Kept asking them to give me ideas for my science experiment.


One of my cousin hits me on my back (Just for fun)


I hit him back wayyyyy harder; and he immediately says; see, this is your science project "For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction"




I start crying why cant you understand this is a big deal, do you know how many problems I have. I have to carry my books to school everyday, finish homework everyday, do math everyday(I HATE MATH) (If you don't know you should read this post about me Things that make me, ME. ), do you know how stressful all this is and you give me such a stupid example.



My cousin who loves me a lot, pulls me closer to console me and says "Do you know you are only 8 years old and that is the only difficulty in your life, that is the only problem you have to deal with right now. You have no clue how much shit you have to deal with when you grow older. Just have fun when you are younger".


Probably not his exact words but I understood what he meant.


*Lighting stuck my head* **Not Literally of course :P :D**




To be continued....


A little encouragement to write more often would help :P *Just comment if you read this story and wanna more* Ill still write the rest of the story anyway :P


Cheers