Frustration overload.

Need something to make me normal. I Don't mind having Mr. S. but thats the whole problem negative atmosphere around me to not have Mr. S. :( . Feel like crying my heart out. Feel like taking it out and showing it to the people around me that this is what I want. I dont want money or fancy cars or huge houses with air conditioner in every room.

The frustration is building up day by day I try not to get involved in talks about it. But THEY DRAG ME INTO IT ! Don't I have the right to keep someone happy ? To make someone smile when that person is around me. Should I sacrifice both our lives ? I DON'T WANT TO!!! I'd rather wish the world came to an end in 2012 so that I don't have to go through anymore trauma. How do I prove the world that you are all I need.

first I get irritated then there is frustration which keeps building up over and over and over. like a skyscraper with infinite floors and then there comes the "head ache" to top it off like a small cherry on top of a HUGE DISGUSTING CAKE !

I don't want anything but you. I hope we can stick up to that.

Forever yours.

WISH THIS COMES TRUE!

P.S - (to god) - please please please please please...

I'm blue :]

I'm blue dabade dabada dabade dabada... :D lol yeah thats my blog.. wish I knew how to take a screenshot everytime I change my templete.. Just as a remembrance of how my blog was. I still remember the first time that I started blogging, I had a horrible templete and I completely hated it. Anyway there is nothin much on this post. Wanted to write so much yesterday but backed off because I got upset about something. Anyway there is nothing so important on my blog anyway.

I finish this post soon because I want to save all the good stuff for later.

Will post it up pretty soon.

Have a good day !!!

CHEERS !!! :)