:-/

I make such a bad company for people who know me. I dont know what is in my head and I dont know how to tell it when I have to. I dont want to hurt you but I ALWAYS DO :( .

I never think before I speak something and always expect you to know it. I hardly think before I talk and you always realize I talk crap.

Even I realize it only after I finish saying it to you. I know I 've messed up things a long time back and it would take a long time to repair it but I really wish things were better at least I was better, a better person, a person who spoke more legibly in front of you. Some one who would make sense in what she talks BEFORE SHE OPENS HER MOUTH TO TALK.

I don't know how to make it up to you each and every time, I feel guilty to even say that I am sorry. Because it seems rather like a mistake done intentionally, And, like my aim is to hurt you every single time we have a talk.

But eventually There is one thing I always realize that I do love you after all.