And why is that so? Well, first of all I 've just cried the most ever till now. But all that happened for a good reason, rather a realization I should say. A very big realization .People talk and give suggestions but how many of them actually cause an impact on us and make us realize is what really matters. I m not the most intelligent person I among the people I know but I am surely one of the dumbest people I know, I shouldn't be degrading myself but that is the truth.
Y do I have to do something that I m not interested in or something that may make me happy later on which probably will not happen. There are many situations when people feel their heart paining because of the pain or the wounds that a person causes. It could fade away when the person repeats the same over and over, throwing his whips on you over and over and over, U slowly get resistant to it. It doesn't hurt you the same any more . The first lash is harder than the second than the third and so on. But when this friend of mine hits me, each and every wound that he casts on me is like the first lash on me.
Today was not just an ordinary hit, he hit me so badly and finally made me realize what shit I was in.
My only wish is to get out of that shit and to remain out of it forever. He thinks I am addicted to it. But I don't think so, may be I was but not any more.And I will never be.I know there is no one to check on me, but I believe in some power called "GOD" and that power is within me, that power is sufficient for me to stay out of the big shit that I was stuck in.I have the loveliest life anyone could ask for, and I need to give a little respect to this beautiful life and keep it permanently out of the shit.
THANKS TO HIM. I've changed. If I havn't nobody will know it except for me and the power. But I thinks its a lot more better to stay out of the shit. The shit stinks, its disgusting and sucks big time but out of the shit it smells so good, lovely and pleasant to be in.
Thank you god. Just give me the power to be out of it forever.
CHEERS!!!
This is the only life you have.. never regret.. and LIVE IT UP!!!
Friday, May 29, 2009
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
100 TRUTHS!!!! ABOUT ME.......
1. Last beverage - Fresh lime soda(sweet and salt)
2. Last phone call – ViVeK
3. Last instant message – krishna chaitanya
4. Last song you listened to – Flo Rida-Right round
5. Last time you cried – Yesterday.
6. Last text message – Vivek
HAVE YOU EVER:
7. Dated someone twice - No
8. Been cheated on - No
9. Kissed someone & regretted it – No
10. Lost someone special – yes
11. Been depressed - ocassionally
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. pink
13. white
14. blue
THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend – yes
16. Fallen out of love – no
17. Laughed until you cried – no
18. Met someone who changed your life - not yet
19. Found out who your true friends were – yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you – no
21. Have you kissed anyone on your friend's list – Yes
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life - 99% of them
23. How many kids do you want to have – a gal and a guy
24. Do you have any pets – no :(
25. Do you want to change your name – no
26. What did you get for your last birthday – A cake and a pen stand
28. What were you doing at midnight last night – chatting
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for – _______
30. Last time you saw your father - 2 hours ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life - Everything is fine the way it is
32. What are you listening to right now – Dice-finley quaye
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom – no
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now- no one
35. Most visited webpage – Facebook
MISCELLANEOUS
36. What’s your real name – Praveena RAdhakrishnan
37. Nicknames – Pravs, Prave
38. Status - very single
39. Zodiac sign – Cancer
40. Male or female - FEMALE
41. Elementary – NIRAJ PUBLIC SCHOOL
42. Middle School - NIRAJ PUBLIC SCHOOL
43. Highschool - Kakatiya junior collage,S.R. nagar
44. University - Navodaya collage of pharmacy(affiliated to rajiv ghandi university of health sciences)
45. Hair color – dark black
46. Long or short – long( below shoulder length)
47. Are you a health freak – quiet
48. Height - 5'4
49. Do you have a crush on someone – maybe
50. What do you like about yourself – I love ME
51. What don’t you like about yourself – being a spendthrift
52. Righty or lefty – Righty
FIRSTS :
53. First surgery – None till now
54. First piercing – ears (when i was in 4th grade)
55. First best friend – vijetha( in 2nd class)
56. First award – group in 8th class
57. First sport you joined – swimming
58. First pet - None
59. First vacation - Mysore,banglore and ooty
60. First concert - concert by various artists in birmingham wich was held as a celebration for da queens 50 years of ruling
61. First crush – 7th grade
WHAT ARE YOU...
62. Eating - Nothing
63. Drinking – Tea
64. I'm about to – Go out with mom
65. Listening to – hard rock hallelujah - lordi
66.Waiting to – NOT get out of hyd as earli as poss
YOUR FUTURE :
67. Want kids – Yes(if i get married :p)
68. Want to get married – maybe
69. Careers in mind - Anything related to drugs
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? :
70. Lips or eyes – depends actually on the person
71. Hugs or kisses – both maybe
72. Romantic or spontaneous – romantic
73. Nice stomach or nice arms – :)
74. Sensitive or loud – both
75. Hook-up or relationship - Relationship
76. Trouble maker or hesitant – Trouble maker
77. Lefty or Righty – either
78. Shorter or taller – taller (but not more then 5 or 6 inches :D)
79. Older or Younger – anything is fine as long its not a big diff
HAVE YOU EVER :
80. Lost glasses/contacts – YES
81. Ran away from home – no
82. Kissed a stranger – No
83. Drank Pepsi – ya
84. Broken someone's heart – dont know. must have.
85. Been arrested – NEVER
86. Turned someone down – YES
87. Cried when someone died – no
88. Liked a guy/girl friend? – yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself – yes
90. Miracles – sometimes
91. Love at first sight – sure
92. Heaven – may b
93. Santa Claus – no.
94. Kiss on the first date – maybe. not necessarily.
95. Angels – sure
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
96. Are you happy with your life? – not happy, but content.
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now - WELLL.. may be
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time – No
99. Do you believe in God – YES.TOTALLY!!!
100. Posting this as 100 Truths –Yes...
2. Last phone call – ViVeK
3. Last instant message – krishna chaitanya
4. Last song you listened to – Flo Rida-Right round
5. Last time you cried – Yesterday.
6. Last text message – Vivek
HAVE YOU EVER:
7. Dated someone twice - No
8. Been cheated on - No
9. Kissed someone & regretted it – No
10. Lost someone special – yes
11. Been depressed - ocassionally
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. pink
13. white
14. blue
THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend – yes
16. Fallen out of love – no
17. Laughed until you cried – no
18. Met someone who changed your life - not yet
19. Found out who your true friends were – yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you – no
21. Have you kissed anyone on your friend's list – Yes
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life - 99% of them
23. How many kids do you want to have – a gal and a guy
24. Do you have any pets – no :(
25. Do you want to change your name – no
26. What did you get for your last birthday – A cake and a pen stand
28. What were you doing at midnight last night – chatting
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for – _______
30. Last time you saw your father - 2 hours ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life - Everything is fine the way it is
32. What are you listening to right now – Dice-finley quaye
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom – no
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now- no one
35. Most visited webpage – Facebook
MISCELLANEOUS
36. What’s your real name – Praveena RAdhakrishnan
37. Nicknames – Pravs, Prave
38. Status - very single
39. Zodiac sign – Cancer
40. Male or female - FEMALE
41. Elementary – NIRAJ PUBLIC SCHOOL
42. Middle School - NIRAJ PUBLIC SCHOOL
43. Highschool - Kakatiya junior collage,S.R. nagar
44. University - Navodaya collage of pharmacy(affiliated to rajiv ghandi university of health sciences)
45. Hair color – dark black
46. Long or short – long( below shoulder length)
47. Are you a health freak – quiet
48. Height - 5'4
49. Do you have a crush on someone – maybe
50. What do you like about yourself – I love ME
51. What don’t you like about yourself – being a spendthrift
52. Righty or lefty – Righty
FIRSTS :
53. First surgery – None till now
54. First piercing – ears (when i was in 4th grade)
55. First best friend – vijetha( in 2nd class)
56. First award – group in 8th class
57. First sport you joined – swimming
58. First pet - None
59. First vacation - Mysore,banglore and ooty
60. First concert - concert by various artists in birmingham wich was held as a celebration for da queens 50 years of ruling
61. First crush – 7th grade
WHAT ARE YOU...
62. Eating - Nothing
63. Drinking – Tea
64. I'm about to – Go out with mom
65. Listening to – hard rock hallelujah - lordi
66.Waiting to – NOT get out of hyd as earli as poss
YOUR FUTURE :
67. Want kids – Yes(if i get married :p)
68. Want to get married – maybe
69. Careers in mind - Anything related to drugs
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? :
70. Lips or eyes – depends actually on the person
71. Hugs or kisses – both maybe
72. Romantic or spontaneous – romantic
73. Nice stomach or nice arms – :)
74. Sensitive or loud – both
75. Hook-up or relationship - Relationship
76. Trouble maker or hesitant – Trouble maker
77. Lefty or Righty – either
78. Shorter or taller – taller (but not more then 5 or 6 inches :D)
79. Older or Younger – anything is fine as long its not a big diff
HAVE YOU EVER :
80. Lost glasses/contacts – YES
81. Ran away from home – no
82. Kissed a stranger – No
83. Drank Pepsi – ya
84. Broken someone's heart – dont know. must have.
85. Been arrested – NEVER
86. Turned someone down – YES
87. Cried when someone died – no
88. Liked a guy/girl friend? – yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself – yes
90. Miracles – sometimes
91. Love at first sight – sure
92. Heaven – may b
93. Santa Claus – no.
94. Kiss on the first date – maybe. not necessarily.
95. Angels – sure
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
96. Are you happy with your life? – not happy, but content.
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now - WELLL.. may be
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time – No
99. Do you believe in God – YES.TOTALLY!!!
100. Posting this as 100 Truths –Yes...
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