I don't know why but I always feel I look bad. People say... Looks don't matter and stuff... well yeah it doesn't... I know I am not perfect but I am sure I am far better than most other gals I know..
Yesterday I was feeling very low... thinking about all this... specially thinking about the way chaitanya behaves with me.. I like him a lot but I have absolutely no idea what he thinks about me.. but from the way he behaves with me it makes me feel he just wants me physiclaly...
Anyway... why should I even be bothered to think abt shitty people who do not know me... LOL...In that case i think I shouldn't think about any one...
MANNN... i dont knwo how many days i ll stay stuck being like this....Got a comp after a long time... feel like writing more...I ve written a lot in da hostel yesterday.. but right now just too exited to watch splits villa 2... Should try keepin a copy of my writings everytime i come 2 the net......
time to leave for now...
CheeRSS...!!!:)
